Are extremly phobic people possibly gay?

I know this to be possible. For 22 years I fought the thought of being gay. It was something I didn't want for both social and spiritual reasons. Ashamed as I am now, I used to make phobic comments with anger. I suppose subconciously I hated the person that I knew I was. Nothing ever stopped me from looking at guys and even fantasing about them. If the topic of gay marriage came up I was very much against it. If someone on TV was gay I would laugh and make ugly comments. I'm so sorry to each of you that is LGBT. Finally, God delivered me from the guilt and shame that I had lived with for so many years. Over the last year I have learned so much about the one thing I was ashamed of....but NO MORE. I AM GAY AND PROUD OF MY ORIENTATION. It is that phobic attitude that brings me here. I hope to help those coming out and those who are straight and interested in learning about LGBT. I'm also here to learn something myself. I'm curious about how others view their uality and how most of us seem to band together like family when a troll appears. I'm proud to be part of your family.