Anyone else in a situation like me?

I don't know why your marriage is bad. Most marriages can be saved if both parties are willing. Why do you fight all the time? Have you tried counselling? Divorce doesn't always have to be the answer. Why are you alienated from your husband? You got married for some reason, you liked him then, I ume. Did you not love him when you got married? To make it bearable, you must start by being civil and polite to each other,and stop pushing each other's ons. Stop rising to fights and maintain your peaceful nature. Then really take an honest look at why you are at an imp with your marriage. Always act towards your husband with dignity. You are responsible for your own actions and for your own feelings. Get some marriage counselling. He must have had some good qualities or else you would never have married him. Have a good honest look at your own good and bad qualities. See how you can bring out your own best qualities. Your child needs stability, don't forget.